Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:58 PM
I have read Lynn's post and I feel that i am in the wrong. Starting from the first,shooting.I did not chose it for fame and money although I really do want to be the best. Secondly,I am sorry that I neglected you ever since you came back to school. I just did not know what to do.I have felt that I did neglected you but I just did not know what to do but to just do some little stuff that I hope you will make you feel better.I hope nothing will affect our friendship. You will never be inferior to Yuheng because to me I find that friends comes first. When you were absent,during the first few hours of school,it was pure boredom because there was no Lynn.I missed you a lot! This just explains how life will be without you. You should know that most of the people in our class are not like me! I was brought up in a very english environment and the influences like my sister and father made me very emm english. That is why I am not like the people in 1Diligence.I was surprise that my school took me in HMT. All my hmt grades are like B's. I could not talk to anyone in our class. Everyone is so unlike me! Then I found that she was pretty english and I thought we could click. She liked rock and I liked rock but the one thing that I think is good about her that is she could understand that I really liked Yuheng and she does not feel daoed when I talk about him.I am a teenager,hormones you know? She knew pretty much about love and stuff and she kind of like the guru that I seek for answers.Haha. But don't worry Lynn,she wont take over the place you have in my heart.
Dear Santa,I have been a good girl and I have some wishes this christmas and that is to have a lot of money,its more practical. The second thing is to wipe out the entire population of ah lians and ah bengs or at least isolate them on some unidentified island. The third thing is to make me stop talking about Yuheng in school. You can invent some pill that I can eat every morning then it will enable me to not think of Yuheng and make me super smart too so I can have 100/100 for all subjects. Thank you! ps.I need a stronger dose in mathematics,hmt and physics.
I love Lynn and Yuheng very much.